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Wednesday, February 11, 2009
-Where Do you Go?-


Where does one go from here? After allowing myself to be used, betrayed and made a fool of how do i get to move on. i wonder if he even knows the damage he did to me. Or if he even cares. i doubt it. i wish i knew why. i know i never will have the answers i need and that only makes it harder to try get past it. Does he still come here and read the torment and pain he caused me? Or does he just sit back and laugh about it with his buddies.

The thought of ever trusting someone again sickens me. To be a slave unable to trust? What kind of life is that? i'm tired of crying and feeling stupid.

nienna

Posted at 5:53 PM

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