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Saturday, March 28, 2009
-Broken-


There comes a time when one has to realize that they are ruined beyond repair. When time after time you are shown that you arent good enough, arent special enough, arent pretty enough, you finally believe it and stop trying. When you have been used, lied to, betrayed and tossed aside like old garbage for the last time. When your heart cant take it anymore. You finally realize there is no happy ending, no white picket fence with happy children playing. No sense of completion with a band of steel around your throat. No ring, church bells or whips to mark the occassion that will never come.

To every man i have ever known. From father to casual aquintance, thank you for finally getting it through to me. i finally see there is no happily ever after.

To spend my life alone and crying for what will never be i have finally come to accept.

You should all be proud. You took what was once a happy, devoted slave eager to please and offer her submission and destroyed her once open, loving heart.

n

P.S. i wonder if Richmond, Virginia will ever have the balls to leave a message instead of just lurking.

Posted at 5:29 PM

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Thursday, March 12, 2009
-Fucking Done-


Why havent i posted recently? Because i can be arsed to bother. i dont have anything positive or insightful to say or offer. And if someone tells me i'm just in a funk or having a bad day? They well get assfucked. i have had nothiing but bad days and funks for months. There is no light at the end of the tunnel, there are no sunny days, and there is no happily ever after. And i swear by all that is holy if one more person tells me to just think positive tomorrow will be better, i think i might do someone bodily harm.

i am fucking done supporting other people's kids and being shit on for it when it leaves me so finacially broken that i have to give up my home to save myself. And i am the bad guy. FUCK YOU!!!!! i am fucking done helping or supporting other people finacially or emotionally and being stabbed in the back for it by so called friends.

i am done with men. Period. i have been toyed, played, and fucked over for the last time. DO NOT MESSAGE ME TELLING ME MY ONE IS OUT THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have nothing left to offer, nothing left to give but emptiness, coldness and a icehearted bitch. Dont like it, dont come here.

n

Posted at 6:40 PM

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