Greetings from nienna
A place for me to muse, rant and mutter to herself.
Remember that these are my thoughts and may not always jive with your own. Note: This blog contains Adult Material and is not suited for those under 18 years of age.
nienna
xxx
There comes a time when one has to realize that they are ruined beyond repair. When time after time you are shown that you arent good enough, arent special enough, arent pretty enough, you finally believe it and stop trying. When you have been used, lied to, betrayed and tossed aside like old garbage for the last time. When your heart cant take it anymore. You finally realize there is no happy ending, no white picket fence with happy children playing. No sense of completion with a band of steel around your throat. No ring, church bells or whips to mark the occassion that will never come.
To every man i have ever known. From father to casual aquintance, thank you for finally getting it through to me. i finally see there is no happily ever after.
To spend my life alone and crying for what will never be i have finally come to accept.
You should all be proud. You took what was once a happy, devoted slave eager to please and offer her submission and destroyed her once open, loving heart.
n
P.S. i wonder if Richmond, Virginia will ever have the balls to leave a message instead of just lurking.
