Greetings from nienna
A place for me to muse, rant and mutter to herself.
Remember that these are my thoughts and may not always jive with your own. Note: This blog contains Adult Material and is not suited for those under 18 years of age.
nienna
xxx
Armour left today for Dubai. *pouts* He has a long trip ahead of Him, as i write this He is somewhere over the Pacific. Likely grumbling at not having enough leg room and not being able to sleep on the 15hour flight. And here i sit, missing Him terribly already and worrying that He lands safely. The call this morning was too short, He was still packing and taking care of last minute details and i was barely awake. i wont hear His voice again for at least another day.
The ache of being seperated from even that simple contact is more staggering then i imagined it would be. i thought, eh no big deal, its only a week and He will be home. He hasnt even been gone a day, i spoke to Him this morning and already i'm restless and squirmy. i have grown accustomed to His voice at night before going to bed. Jesus is it even possible to become so.....well....trained in such a short period of time? Getting to sleep tonight is going to be difficult. Those who know me know how much i hate flying. And i wont rest easy until i know He is safe and sound on solid ground.
i hope this helps to ease the ache while He is away. Knowing He will be reading and keeping an eye on me. Work will help some, at least while i am there. Keep me distracted from thinking about Him too much. Ugh crap, its the weekend. Perfect.
Armour, i miss You so much already. Counting the days until You come home.